boring life

i so unhappy these days.if i knew coming to 3e4 will be a drag.. i wish i did not make it. as all 3e4 people think i must always be with eunice. i'm so anti-social. no matter how hard i tried to clique with people from my class, it does not seem to work. the feeling of loneliness do get worse during project work or when 3e4 had to be in the study area. it's like i'm such an outcast.i know my 3e4 classmates are all nice friends,but i can only have those friends whom i can only joke or laugh with, not that kind of clique business. God, i'm really tired of this kind of lifestyle.if i had a choice......i wish i wasn't been born at all.

if i think twice that time...i wish i had back Compass.at least i won't be so bored after school.
if i had a choice...i wish God sincerely will help me.

i know God is always with me.

can i just cry my lungs out,though disgusting.

thank you 3e4 people,you all are really nice peeps.

thank you eunice, for being my bestfriend for more than a year.

thank you jun kang,for being my brother and always displays a positive attitude when listening to my problems,sometimes i'd wished i could help you too.

thank you tastii freaks, for being with me.

thank you God ,for blessing me,and being with me.


yearns for new life--