Friday, July 08, 2005

gruesome.sweet replies.

well.today is an eye-opening day for me.holy mama!

today after school decided to slack by not going to netball training with andra,keling and yvonne. then went to yvonne's house to watch house of wax. some of the scenes are so disgusting man.no wonder it's NC16.after watching we followed andra back to school to find mdm sim.but no where in sight. then decided to play basketball after eating.but why.the drizzle just came.at first wanna go play bowling.but i short of cash.so in the end ended up in school.sorry girls.

after eating,went aimlessly to the blk 225 there to looking for samuel and ian chay.but cant find them.in the end holy mama!saw a crime scene.some man committed suicide at blk 225.people said he jumped from the 9th floor.and super holy mama!i saw the corpse!so pale white in colour,torn flesh.really wanna cry out that time.i kept saying my prayers.i also saw the deceased's family members crying. a mournful moment.but the witnesses were two guys from skss! and sec 1 too. one of the two really looked like jian wei!also from basketball. super duple holy mama! they saw the corpse just decended from the air with their very eyes.CIDs asked if they need counselling.they said no.but i think i need counselling now,God.

well.life's indeed much relaxing for me.no longer tense!thanks God for your blessings.well some memories shall always remain in my mind.don't worry,i'll try my very best to keep only those happy memories!please don't feel sorry or guilty.i'm alright.without you i can still be my usual self.you too,hope you'll be happy.i know you are hiding your real self.relax la.anyway still hope to talk to you soon.

just wanna tell my brother jun kang, that please don't feel sad. i know you are trying to hide your emotions.i know you are deeply hurt without know what actually happened.please don't cry.it hurts me to see you struggling each day. you are trying your best to get her back,but.... so really...

and everyone,get back on with your life no atter what setbacks occur.life without setbacks will be so boring.setbacks give us valuable experience and we'll grow up strong and unbeatable.


walking on the lonely road,alone.forward,never turning back.the exit's not far.