every breath, i take you* in.

i don't know why it always have to hurt.even though we share the same atmosphere.luckily i can see a brand new you evryday.at least we share the same breathting space.every thought of oyu proves my love.every silence proves our impossible.our fear.it hurts forever.i missed you.

maybe in this life,i am to miss someone that i will treasure only when i lost him/her.maybe i'm just too muddle-head,undecisive;i am just too reckless.i owe too many people an apology.but i can never get to apologise.they live their life to the fullest,that i do not think an apology is necessary.another thing is because of my pride.pride is the most impt thing a person cannot lose;losing it equals to losing everything.please teach me to love and appreciate things and people around me,so that i will not miss anyone impt.

is it that time can make friendship and feelings fade,and promises broken?all i have around me are close friends who are not close to me anymore.i sensed a distance between them and myself.i tried to ignore the fact that they are neglecting me,drifting more further away from me , and we are not the close sisters like we were in the past anymore.i'm not letting go,God.tastii freaks went through so much, and it is coming ot one year of sisterhood between us;i am not going to make tastii freaks history.

it's autumn now.the flowers are dying and leaves are dropping.the tree can only watch the leaves leaving,the flowers dying in front of it,but it can never express its grattitude for them,that the leaves and flowers beautified it before,and hopefully they will come back when it's spring.
''Reborn and rebirth;beautify me once more.''

so emotional,probably the best spiritual blog i have ever written. =)