merry lonely xmas.
hey hello everyone... wishing you a very merry xmas!
hahas.. why am i so lonely this xmas...NAH,every year is that lonely de mah.. haahaa.. used to it le.actually wanted to go for heimun's xmas party... but my dad treated my family a christmas meal..so that's it..
wah... donno who this horrible sickening guy is..just now called then said i am his friend.i mentioned that he got the wrong number,then he told me not to bluff.. wad the hell... den i said that i'm a chinese (cuz the voice appeared tamil accent or some blangadesh accent) but he said never mind la haha... wad the hell again... so i quickly hung up the phone and off my phone.. maybe it's some kind of despo guy or lonely guy who want someone th spend xmas with... i dont care....i hate despo guys...hope he wont call back again... God bless.
ohh man. that terrible baboo seng. told me that ''thing''... you think i would believe you meh... haha... even if it's true...i dont dare to meddle with it anymore.i dont want another emotional breakdown.haahaa...
cuz i really very scared le.
and hope that after this holiday, i wont be so bored le. cuz new year is coming! i hope that i wont experience all the experiences i had this year anymore in next year. i wish that my days in school and class wont be so gloomy and lost like this year anymore...cuz sometimes i really hate the reshuffling of classes(for sec3).but came to think about it,maybe it's a good thing after all. at least i dont need to face some people anymore.besides, 3e4 ppl are nice,just that i'm not very involved with them,and tend to be left out.but what can i do? they all have their own cliques in this class... i could only accept that i'm the less fortunate and live on.
wad joie de vivre that i've been preaching...i'm just a failure after all. i'm not good in studies,not good in socialising,not good in striking up a conversation... complete failure,yes i am.i had tried to appear funny,but in the end i know that's not the real me. i'm just so shutted up from this world... thankfully i still got friends...if not what's the use of having failures in this world...it will only makes things worser.might as well commit suicide...haahaa.... but i wont be so stupid to commit suicide. committing suicide is a very selfish sin to do so.you think you can end your problems by doing it...but you never thought that you are actually creating more problems- for your loved ones. cuz when you die,they are the ones experiencing the pain of losing a loved one, and you're there,in heaven,enjoying a new lease of life. that's so selfish,aint it? so if you're attempting to suicidal acts,pleace think twice. be more thoughtful...
hahas.. why am i so lonely this xmas...NAH,every year is that lonely de mah.. haahaa.. used to it le.actually wanted to go for heimun's xmas party... but my dad treated my family a christmas meal..so that's it..
wah... donno who this horrible sickening guy is..just now called then said i am his friend.i mentioned that he got the wrong number,then he told me not to bluff.. wad the hell... den i said that i'm a chinese (cuz the voice appeared tamil accent or some blangadesh accent) but he said never mind la haha... wad the hell again... so i quickly hung up the phone and off my phone.. maybe it's some kind of despo guy or lonely guy who want someone th spend xmas with... i dont care....i hate despo guys...hope he wont call back again... God bless.
ohh man. that terrible baboo seng. told me that ''thing''... you think i would believe you meh... haha... even if it's true...i dont dare to meddle with it anymore.i dont want another emotional breakdown.haahaa...
cuz i really very scared le.
and hope that after this holiday, i wont be so bored le. cuz new year is coming! i hope that i wont experience all the experiences i had this year anymore in next year. i wish that my days in school and class wont be so gloomy and lost like this year anymore...cuz sometimes i really hate the reshuffling of classes(for sec3).but came to think about it,maybe it's a good thing after all. at least i dont need to face some people anymore.besides, 3e4 ppl are nice,just that i'm not very involved with them,and tend to be left out.but what can i do? they all have their own cliques in this class... i could only accept that i'm the less fortunate and live on.
wad joie de vivre that i've been preaching...i'm just a failure after all. i'm not good in studies,not good in socialising,not good in striking up a conversation... complete failure,yes i am.i had tried to appear funny,but in the end i know that's not the real me. i'm just so shutted up from this world... thankfully i still got friends...if not what's the use of having failures in this world...it will only makes things worser.might as well commit suicide...haahaa.... but i wont be so stupid to commit suicide. committing suicide is a very selfish sin to do so.you think you can end your problems by doing it...but you never thought that you are actually creating more problems- for your loved ones. cuz when you die,they are the ones experiencing the pain of losing a loved one, and you're there,in heaven,enjoying a new lease of life. that's so selfish,aint it? so if you're attempting to suicidal acts,pleace think twice. be more thoughtful...
posted by Veronica at
22:41
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