Sunday, January 01, 2006

spending the new year 2006

yeah! new year is finally here! hmm, i wish this year will be better than last year! yesterday went to JB again for my shopping spree. was kinda not used,since i've heard of the increasing crimes.but in the end,i was still there!

at first my family went to Mutiara hotel.but it was fully occupied.then we only could turn to New York. just as i expected the hotel to be- less stars... because of the amenities. slow lift, breakfast was yucky... the room was at the 21th floor... then during the night the scenery from the full-height window was fascinating... and much more when the clock strikes twelve... cos' it's new year and there were fireworks blasting up the dark sky all around JB.. it already started blasting at arnd eleven plus,as i heard sounds like ''boom"....i thought something paranormal happened,as i'm so sensitive and imaginative- Librans are like that...i was kind of scared,but still tried to focus on reading CLEO. but overall, the fireworks were much simple compared to those blasting up on s'pore sky. anyway,it's been a long time since i last seen the fireworks-during primary5's NDP.you know, every year the fives get the privilege to catch the live rehearsal at spore stadium...

ahh... wad load of rubbish. but i'm still quite reluctant to go back to school...you know, school's a freaking hell when you have to watch every step you take... one wrong move you can get into trouble with all kinds of people. sometimes i missed primary school. then, we were more carefree, doing whatsoever stuff we like, only if it does not attract the school's discipline master's attention...then when life is not as serious as secondary school's life... when you, honestly speaking,no need to be afraid of anyone.but not now. right now, you gain fear as you walk past the locker corridor, down the stairs,at the canteen,past the class of potential bullies...anywhere. the only safe place to me is home.

but school's also great when there's friends. i wonder how my life will be in 4e4 this year. still the same? better? or even worser? hopefully in my very last year of secondary school life, sec4 can be the most enjoyable year of all. i really hope to quickly finish sec4 and proceed to a JC. cos' i hate secondary as peeps there are in the middle of being mature and being childish.sometimes they can talk like an adult;yet sometimes they behave like a brat.but lastly, still the same wish; 2006 will be better for me!


to you who's reading my entry, A VERY JOYIOUS NEW YEAR TO YOU! HOPE YOUR 2006 WILL END WITH A EXCLAIMATION MARK!