my last valentine- 150206

"don't give up too soon,but don't hang on too long." by 150206, i must forget about all unneccessary commitments,esp. issues regarding love. i think i was inspired by the sec4 o level release of results. i want to be the person to jump for joy; more exaggerating, someone crying for joy, next year. my goals are high and hard to achieve.but i will do whatever it takes as long as i get my desired points. it's cuz i wanna get into either sajc or nyjc! and some more, my love is not getting anywhere, so i might as well forget about love temporaily and just focus on studies. other things can wait. i'm willing to wait for the right person. good things are worth the wait! though i think i had already met my ideal person, too bad cuz... but at least i'm not at the losing end; i have some gains too. first of all, i am now more clear about what kind of character my right person should possess. secondly, i am able to figure out my own set of needs and wants.

though the past few days i was rather stressed up, due to unable to achieve my expected grades for the tests i had prepared myself totally for. very dissappointed with myself indeed. was somehow reflecting on what's bothering me. and i had already done something about it. exchanging seats with alfin with effect on coming monday,and also my 150206 policy. just to do something to get him out of my sight and mind.

today was x-country. hawk house is the overall winner for 2006 x-country, as well as for the champion in cheerleading.
-- hawk house cheer--
i say, i say, i say, you say, we say!
we must confess we are the best!(haha)
h-a-hawk's the best!
we must confess we are the best!(don't bluff)
h-a-hawk's the best!
hoho commando, prepico, come and get on loco,
we are the best, we are the best,
we gonna beat the rest!
get tough, get rough,
get with the mighty HAWK!
HAWK!

haha.. and after the entire event, i went to cp with liling, xiwen, eunice via taxi. in the taxi i was reflecting(again) about today's event. though i saw something heart-wrenching, i was able to remain positive and spent the rest of the day with smiles! as i know i have the 150206 policy.

hope that i will be able to forget him!

after 3 days, sorry for my undevotion.
all along, i'm too immatured.
good things are worth the wait.i'll wait for the right person. or just you.

let go. forgive. forget. my last valentine, 150206.
i'll miss you forever.

it's the sixth week of the year.