i have always like to act as if i am blind or deaf; so i cannot see or hear things that would possibly hurt me. but somehow,no matter how i tried to protect myself from all the negativities, i am yet still vulnerable to it. oh my. junkang had always kept a secret of what he saw a few months back; but when things came to light yesterday, i cannot help but feel so hurt. i meant to overlook all those things i heard and saw... but trying to overlook will only cause me to look even more in-depth. i cannot repudiate the fact that that guy has a hand on those............ duh.
my dear friend TL.bear in mind this:
what is over ,is over; don't ever look back anymore. if there's no start to a relationship, there will be no end. it's a bonus that nothing happened between u and that girl, so learn to let go since she has already found her happiness.seeing your special someone happy is already enough; there's no need to yearn for being together with her. who she wants to be with is totally her choice. even if you cry over her every night, nothing will change, and nobody is going to care. stop wasting your tears and time; she's not going to notice those sacrifices you have done anyway. WAKE UP and focus on your studies. sitting there poundering over useless past is not going to do you any good.
oh, i left out two people that i wanted to thank earlier.
Amelia: my bestfriend's bestfriend, who is always aware of my "stress-level" ; who cares for my well-being. thanks for your attention!!
Junkang: my brother who always teases me, jokes with me and have occassional heart-to-heart talk with me. (mind you, i'm not his grandma!)
one more week to MYE. come on, my amath still sucks.
one more month to 'o' level chinese. where is my A1?
stress, stress, stress. talk to me.
go, going, GONE.
Am i your special someone, or just one of the many girls who appeared in your life? after much struggle, i was still defeated. i still cried eventually last night.
if you mean to run away
there's nowhere you can run
if you mean to hide away
there's no wall to hide
the truth is cruel
the reality is heartless
i am here
to witness the destruction
my vulnerability
is your forte
with every mean
to crush me up
my dear friend TL.bear in mind this:
what is over ,is over; don't ever look back anymore. if there's no start to a relationship, there will be no end. it's a bonus that nothing happened between u and that girl, so learn to let go since she has already found her happiness.seeing your special someone happy is already enough; there's no need to yearn for being together with her. who she wants to be with is totally her choice. even if you cry over her every night, nothing will change, and nobody is going to care. stop wasting your tears and time; she's not going to notice those sacrifices you have done anyway. WAKE UP and focus on your studies. sitting there poundering over useless past is not going to do you any good.
oh, i left out two people that i wanted to thank earlier.
Amelia: my bestfriend's bestfriend, who is always aware of my "stress-level" ; who cares for my well-being. thanks for your attention!!
Junkang: my brother who always teases me, jokes with me and have occassional heart-to-heart talk with me. (mind you, i'm not his grandma!)
one more week to MYE. come on, my amath still sucks.
one more month to 'o' level chinese. where is my A1?
stress, stress, stress. talk to me.
go, going, GONE.
Am i your special someone, or just one of the many girls who appeared in your life? after much struggle, i was still defeated. i still cried eventually last night.
if you mean to run away
there's nowhere you can run
if you mean to hide away
there's no wall to hide
the truth is cruel
the reality is heartless
i am here
to witness the destruction
my vulnerability
is your forte
with every mean
to crush me up
posted by Veronica at
23:28
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