i'm not sure if i am mad or what; after those gruel revisions, i seem to enjoy revisions more and more. or maybe i know i have to study hard for the future so as not to let my parents down.
my dad as the sole breadwinner of the family, works hard to provide for the family. and though my family is not low-income, but i really got to know the importance of money this year.
my sister entered poly year one this year, and my mother is so worried about the costly school fees. my parents do not have enough money to pay for her fees as now every dollar saved goes to paying the new flat we are expecting at the end of this year. therefore, she had to apply for a loan from the bank to pay the school fees. did not sound really tragic or desperate, but it irks me to see my family getting all worked up over money matters.
hopefully i can do well for my o levels, and obtain a scholarship upon graduation from jc, so i don't have to get a single cent from my parents to get a degree! most of it all, my mum can't restrict me on getting a degree anymore!
mid-year exams will start on this coming wednesday! even if i'm going to flunk my amath, i don't think it really matters anymore.. as long as i do well for other subjects, it should be fine...
dear friends and readers of this rather lame blog( i think so), wish you well in everything you do. for my schoolmates, all the best for your mid-year exams!
to the supreme powers, wish me luck, give me the willpower i need most.
when you know, hatred and love don't really come together.
when i know, if i perish in the next second, you're the one i'm going to miss.
thank you, friends.
How i wish you would one day know the deepest feelings inside me
But now,it doesn't really matter anymore
Because,even if you know
You'll still do nothing about it
Sometimes,i do regret about being too honest
When honesty doesn't pay
Don't waste my time anymore
Just say what you want
Don't be afraid that the words might hurt me
Cuz' it's that silence that hurts me
I hate to avoid you
I want to be frank to you
"friends not for eternity, but hopefully longer than we can imagine."
(self-constructed phrase)
my dad as the sole breadwinner of the family, works hard to provide for the family. and though my family is not low-income, but i really got to know the importance of money this year.
my sister entered poly year one this year, and my mother is so worried about the costly school fees. my parents do not have enough money to pay for her fees as now every dollar saved goes to paying the new flat we are expecting at the end of this year. therefore, she had to apply for a loan from the bank to pay the school fees. did not sound really tragic or desperate, but it irks me to see my family getting all worked up over money matters.
hopefully i can do well for my o levels, and obtain a scholarship upon graduation from jc, so i don't have to get a single cent from my parents to get a degree! most of it all, my mum can't restrict me on getting a degree anymore!
mid-year exams will start on this coming wednesday! even if i'm going to flunk my amath, i don't think it really matters anymore.. as long as i do well for other subjects, it should be fine...
dear friends and readers of this rather lame blog( i think so), wish you well in everything you do. for my schoolmates, all the best for your mid-year exams!
to the supreme powers, wish me luck, give me the willpower i need most.
when you know, hatred and love don't really come together.
when i know, if i perish in the next second, you're the one i'm going to miss.
thank you, friends.
How i wish you would one day know the deepest feelings inside me
But now,it doesn't really matter anymore
Because,even if you know
You'll still do nothing about it
Sometimes,i do regret about being too honest
When honesty doesn't pay
Don't waste my time anymore
Just say what you want
Don't be afraid that the words might hurt me
Cuz' it's that silence that hurts me
I hate to avoid you
I want to be frank to you
"friends not for eternity, but hopefully longer than we can imagine."
(self-constructed phrase)
posted by Veronica at
22:41
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