Saturday, April 01, 2006

My Genocide-Mass killing of every aspect of life(not people)

Studies

Languages-
English is still okay.have been reading lots of english novels to improve my command in english.Mother tongue? atrocious. marks declined. hopeless in scoring a distinction for olevels. i should not be in 4eA at all. the people there are too threatening. not my cup of tea.

Combined Humanities-
Improving a little. not very confident about geog anymore. actually i wish my geog teacher was still Ms Cindy Ong. but she left. but to me, she's the best geog teacher ever.

Mathematics-
Emaths and amaths are like hell! all thanks to albert teoh; my emaThs grade dropped from an A2 to a straight D7! wah... mr teoh is a "miracle" worker! i had always wanted a D7!! amaths. failed common test due to silly mistakes on differentiation. cuz i didn't memorise the formulae! i should have dropped amaths in the first place. but no more excuses for regrets anymore. everything has been finalised...

Sciences-
not confident about physics and chemistry anymore... but will strive to excel in my sciences again.

Social Relations

Friends-
i have nothing to comment... friendships are sensitive issues...

Relationships-
what's with it?it's all about tears, heart-breaks, suicides, sacrifices, jealousy, selfishness... there's no happiness in relationships. they are just like waves; come and go. where is true and unconditional love? who will play samaritan to give true love? speak up!!

Emotions-
i have a very perplexed mind. you may be able to read my mind, but it's not 100% accurate. when i laugh like hell, i'm actually at my lowest. laughing fills up the voids in my life. i study non-stop everyday; i'm very stressed-up. i laugh and laugh and laugh... but when i'm left alone, my mind will start to wander, and get all tensed up...



sometimes LOVE is like a star in the sky, quiet and always remains unnoticed.it shimmers on it's own, trying its best to make full use of its almost negligible glow to light up another's life. one-sided love, we call it; silent but magnanimous.

sometimes LOVE is like a stalk of rose, red with passion, which signifies a besotted love. but no matter how passionate the love is , it still has to wither like the rose one day due to the inability to withstand critical circumstances... let me correct everyone, that that's an infatuation, not LOVE. LOVE can withstand all weather, and never dies.

ai qing jiu shi yao xi shen xiao wo, chen quan zi ji suo ai de ren. ye xu hui jue de na shi ge bu bi yao de xi shen, ke shi dang ta de dao le kuai le shi, na jiu shi yi ge hui bao le. =)

i ain't na saint, i'm no angel; just a human with great love.

my philosophies. Veronica,1 April 2006.