felt like blogging once more before i go into silence for one week. just thought of what went wrong in my life. reflecting on the essays i wrote for both english and chinese. all about things related to extra-marital affairs. darn. why i tend to put all my emotions into these kind of essays? but this issue is kinda thought-provoking, so... hope i'll score in that arena.

also thought of everything i did over the past few years in secondary school. in brief, i am utterly sorry to alot people.

sec 1, i am sorry to my two primary school friends. i'm sorry for all of my actions and verbal accussations; i truly understand why we are no longer friends, and one of you even hate me to the core. i confess that i was childish then; i never thought that what i had said will affect everything in the long run. but it's okay. maybe fate carved out this ending.

sec2, i'm sorry to a guy. i believed i had kidded with you all that while. while thinking of it, i feel like reprimanding myself.

sec3, i'm sorry to someone in my class. i'm sorry that i'd irritated you, letting my friends cursing you and all these. my apologies.

i guess i had let down alot of people around me. i regretted... but too late..


it's raining now*