i'm afraid that i would become crazy any moment. guessing here and there.

why do i always have to guess your intentions?
why can't you leave me alone?
why must you do things to tarnish me?
why do you have to take everything away from me?
can't you spare me?


please. don't take my bestfriends away.

to find qualities of a friend in me, i know it's hard.
but i am already trying very hard to demonstrate these qualities.
the fear overcomes me. i'm afraid, really afraid to lose them.

now i know the fear of losing.