Friday, December 21, 2007

Just came back from the 4e4/5 bbq. Initially, i thought is just 4E4 bbq/gathering. End up is combine class. Then combine is of course with ZengKai's class, 4E5.=P
But never really spoke to him also, only ask him on CRS article reading, then quite weird also =X

firstly, met up with brother at CP at 4.30pm to go to SKSS... then Alvin tagged along too. he has slimmed down... and i mean alot. haha.... but his style of walking still remains unchanged. Then took a look at brother's new phone, then started to take my self-portrait. haha...

Reached SKSS, girlfriends were surprised to see me. cuz initially i couldnt make it as i thought daiko's stayover will fall on today. Then happy lor(: Sat down chat, then played captain's ball with the 4e4 girls. I love captain's ball! makes me miss my netball practice so much. though the practices i didnt really like. haha.. I feel so carefree playing sports... which even daiko cannot give me... Because you'll just focus on your opponent and the ball's direction. Nothing else... And being able to run without restrain is such a blessing.

Ok... then actually hesitated to stay on for bbq. cuz others were always occupying the pit and i'm not familiar with them. Zengkai was there too... but also feel weird to ask him to take for me right. haha... Then actually want to talk to Andy also, since Liling already approach him. but due to some unforeseen circumstances, i was unable then nvm lor... but don worry, next time Andy shall approach me first. haha... then take pics ok!

In the end, still stayed for bbq... Liling was very nice, helped us to bbq and brought the food to us. all the food were nice!! then sat down to listen spooky stories from Mr Yap... It's such a long time since i last seen him. Yeah. Then really freaky! but i still wanted to go for a night walk around the school since it's really dark upstairs... But the girls didnt want so i bo bian, cant expect me to go alone right.

Then after that some girls went home... so me eunice liling stayed back to take pics... then after that baded good bye and went home... not forgetting to give the birthday card i made to liling... i tried to be as creative as possible! she's from design sch and me, business sch. so cant malu myself. haha.. hope she likes it! (:

then waited for bus with jiawen. (: chatted alot... asked on my studies and cca... I find it hard to explain my cca sometimes. cuz not many people know what Daiko is... so everytime i just said it's a big japanese drum. haha... then they'll ask, got SYF? then i say no. lol. then almost everyone will wow when i said i study in SP yet i live in Punggol. so kinda prepared on what to answer...
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That ends the bbq today la. i'm typing like i'm some 13/14 year olds. haha... that's my language. paiseh. lol

but all the memories come back once more. very nice and affectionate. How much I wanted to relive them but it's kind of impossible. Talking to Lincoln was also great, like how we used to talk in class about my probs. I miss those moments. I really miss... but time just passes like nobody's business. I have no choice.

Seeing that person again also brought back alot of memories... how much I wanted to be able to talk to him properly again; not just formally... it's already 3 years since i last spoke to him casually... it's ok i guess, not anticipating much also... I think the urge to find out the reason is still there but the meaning is lost... it's not that i hadn't walk out of the past. I've moved on, but well, should i borrow Fred's phrase in saying "the impression and memories are still there but not love". yeah.

tata~