so what, if no one wants to listen to what i say?
so what, if no one wants to talk to me or tell me things like he/she would usually tell?
so what, if no one entertains me anymore?
so what? so what?

so what, if i'm really bored?
what can i do if nothing worked out in the end?
yeah i was the one who blew up everything.

i'm lost for words to describe my innermost feelings.