haiz.. this morning i woke up, my neck was aching just like yesterday. but today, i started touching the part where the pain come from, and guess what, there's a lump :(

I really hope that it's cuz i'm "heaty" that's why there's a lump on my lymph nerves (is it spelt like that??), and not other stupid things like cancer? argghhh hope the lump goes away soon! you know, i've got so many things that i haven't done yet? like having a good and successful career, and get married... LOL

anw, chatted with bro who was online yesterday. since i don't often see him online, i went to disturb him. anyway he's working now, and waiting for his enlistment in April 09... and he goes to gym too? woah soon i'll have a fit bro LOL
talked to him about the things that recently happened...
i would like to control my fate, but fate is a combination of both my doings and other external powers...?

projects! it really turns me off... there seems to be so much restrictions for every step we take, because for every decision we make, we have to be answerable for them, which makes everything more challenging... but now, i'm just tired... Though i was not really agreeable to only continuing the projects after New Year, i guess it'd be better to take a break now... Never mind, wait until 10Jan, if still nothing done, we shall go to our lecturers and cry. LOL =p


I HATE THIS PART!!
lol love this song that jol recommended, by pussycat dolls =0